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State of Romance

by Lillian Leadbetter

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1.
Not again I see it happening’ Growing cold When did loving me get old? Close my eyes It was silly to think it’d be the last time Tha I could stop Loving you even if I tried But I’m not in the mood for heartbreak Though I know it oh so well Don’t wanna relive all the mistakes Where’s the love That we once felt How time flies Somewhere along I must have realized That we’d outgrown Our love, our life and our home But I’m not in the mood for heartbreak Though I know it oh so well Don’t wanna forgive all the mistakes Where’s the love That we once felt Not again I see it happenin’ And I’m not in the mood for heartbreak Though I know it oh so well Don’t wanna relive all the mistakes Where’s the love That we once felt
2.
Late night Rollin’ slow Around a town that I used to know It’s been a few years now But it feels like home Take the corner a little too fast See the blue lights behind you flash When you’re nervous you still drum your fingertips onto the dash Lookin out of the window and into the dark Passin’ the sidewalk beside the park Where your careless words went and broke my heart And I holed up in my room for days Wishin’ that there was somethin’ that I could change Waitin’ on a white horse that never came Sweep me off my feet my American Sweetheart And crash into me At some dirt road dive bar Kissin’ in the street Drive your 84 vintage sports car Wild and free All I see are the stripes and the stars Right place, wrong time They say lightning strikes just once, not twice Then tell me why I can feel the sparks fly Runnin’ stop signs, color blind Brushin’ up on your hand, shift to overdrive I don’t want to but the fast lane makes me feel like I’m alive Sweep me off my feet my American Sweetheart And crash into me At some dirt road dive bar Kissin’ in the street Drive your 84 vintage sports car Wild and free All I see are the stripes and the stars
3.
Sophia 04:12
My dear friend lives in Paris Overlooking the Seine And she writes me love letters every now and again In the shadow of the Eiffel Tower In the gardens at the Louvre I can see her walking now under a pale crescent moon Oh Sophia, in shades of blue Painted pictures of the city Looking down on Moulin Rouge Red wine in the morning, Caffeine to pull you through Oh and I would simply walk for hours just to talk with you Oh Sophia, Leaving’s made me blue And I hope your shade of lipstick brightens up your day That the sun shines through and kisses you, unless you wished for rain That the swans are swimming by your side As you walk home from the train Oh Sophia, blue water’s all the same Sophia I hope you’re happy That everything’s bold and new In the pleasant type of unfamiliar we grow accustomed to Oh Sophia I hope you know that I always think of you When dusk is finally falling and the pink fades into blue Oh Sophia, my muse Oh Sophia, oh Sophia Home misses you
4.
“But I guess you’ll see with time, which parts of these different relationships are important to you and, um, I definitely laughed at your messages when you’re talking about how you seem to like ‘can’t keep away from romance’ and I think that’s such an interesting quality you have, um. It’s just, it’s interesting, ‘cause I think a lot of people have this sort of drive to always think about romance, or really prioritize romance in their mind, but then, I think a lot people just don’t, for whatever, I think usually fear based reason, don’t end up having as many romantic encounters as they want to, um and I just wonder what it is about you that keeps you, you know, in a State of Romance. One thing I appreciate about it is your sense of wonder. I feel like you are always enjoying things as if they, as if they were new, when it comes to romantic encounters and the fantasy aspect of it for you, I think is really creative and interesting. Anyways, go crush the interview, um I’m gonna pay rent in cash, um, and then I think I’m gonna walk up to Montmartre, which is like over an hour walk away, um, but walk up the steps and sort of overlook the city, and have a sort of ‘goodbye’ afternoon with the city, maybe buy myself some wine. Uh, I’m so pre-nostolgic and sad. Mmm.” -Sophia Cirignano
5.
Leo Moon 05:17
Leo moon on an august night Makes you feel alright, If even for one night One step short of paradise I see it in your eyes This could be the last time Morning breaks and the tide is high I got you on my mind, I dream in lifetimes A friend like you can be hard to find You let me inside, With you I’m entwined But I’ve got wings, That I keep in closet So he won’t see When the feathers fall from it I need to feel free And you shouldn’t feel haunted Leo moon on an august night Makes you feel alright, If even for one night One step short of paradise I got it in my mind That this is the last time Cause I’ve got wings, That I keep in closet So that he won’t see When the feathers fall from it I need to feel free And you shouldn’t feel haunted But look at the constellations We are running out of light Without navigation Chasing the skyline Till daybreak you’re mine Till daybreak you’re mine Till daybreak you're mine Till daybreak you're mine
6.
Doesn't Hurt 03:25
Come closer my dear I wanna see your Morning eyes as the sun draws near And I could die today If we stay right here Be my sweet escape Whisper in my ear Tell me that it doesn’t hurt Tell me that it doesn’t hurt Tell me that it doesn’t hurt Tell me that it doesn’t hurt That love doesn’t hurt when it ends Tell me that it doesn’t hurt Doesn’t hurt Tell me that it doesn't hurt Tell me that it doesn't hurt doesn’t hurt Tell me that it doesn’t hurt x2
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In Dreams 03:57
“Over time I grew fond of the dark, The company of the stars and fullness of the moon The swell of the wind across the ridgeline The scratch of barren branches I built a castle out of votive flames Made a covenant with the silence of night Constellations stood guard at the horizon And I, lay my head to rest in wait of fever dreams” Do you still dream of me? The way that I dream of you? Held so tight in my memory Please never leave Somewhere in your arms I found my peace Grant me one last kindness Give me some release Do you still dream of me? The way I dream of you? Held so tight in my memory I won’t let go of you
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I said wait for the moment You’ll see that something’s out of focus But you walk beside me Following blindly Can it wait till the morning Don’t give it away without a warnin’ I’ve got the melody And you’ve got the minor key. Heartbreak When something has changed What will remain? Can we still stay the same? I said look in the mirror I know you once saw it clearer Will you still hold me Like the forest canopy? Cause I have a heart in orbit And like a shooting star you swore that We’d we a symphony Each note shining brilliantly Spinning out through the galaxy A resounding cacophony The stars as our company A divine source of symmetry And in a thunder of timpani Came the final epiphany That… I once had been dreaming That the web that I was weaving Was trailing behind me And slowly unwinding With no, With no Silver lining.

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released October 13, 2023

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Lillian Leadbetter Nashville, Tennessee

Lillian and the Muses's is the latest work by Vermont-made poet, songwriter, musician and artist, Lillian Leadbetter. Her work seeks to reflect a life lived through rose colored glasses. Lillian's vision is executed in full color on her latest record by the Muses and co-creators; Phil Cohen, Eli Gold, Marie Hamilton, Ben Rodgers and Connor Young. ... more

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